Smile! Emo Kid!

Stay or Leave?

2011-11-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

Am I too sensitive?Am I thinking too much?But I'm just feeling unfair.I know I should speak it out.Yes.I should.I should stop myself from being too nice all the time. Speak what your heart thinks, voice out dissatisfaction.Don't hide or you'll be the one suffer.Sometimes, we should not bother too much on how people thinks about yourself.Do what you think you should do.If you think you deserve it, ask for it.Before the year ends, you should be ready for a better year. A better year will not come by itself though.You want it? Fight for it then.Stay or Leave? You'll see.

Lil Tantrum, please behave

2011-11-15T23:05:00.001+08:00

If I were to have EQ test just now, I surely failed
Is it just that hard to hide frustration, not showing it on face?
Keep reminding yourself, for your own good, you must do it.
So ask yourself again, if time were to rewind, can you do it?
YES,DEFINITELY.

Again, this is another self reflection of the day.

What to do if you don't know what you want?

2011-11-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

Plenty of options laid in front of me.
I know exactly what I don't want.
But I'm still having a hard time figuring out what I really really want.
"Most people just want it, those who succeed want it badly"
Girl, make sure you try really hard to listen to your heart.

I'm fed up with Thai goverment

2011-11-07T03:54:00.002+08:00

"It will get better"
"It's getting better"
"The critical period has over"
I've lost count of the number of times I've read it on the newspaper everyday.
But is it really what's happening? I don't really think so.
Come on Thai government. Your people's lives are at stake. Can't you just don't be that selfish? if you can't cope with it, just admit it. Accept people's help and no one will blame you for your incapability. At least, people will still appreciate and be grateful that you are still "people's government" which serves the people, not just there to make money.
Stop playing politics. Unity is all you need. At this point of time, no one can handle this crisis alone, neither Yingluck's government nor BKK Governor.
You always say that it'll get better, it's getting better, but how? Tell us how you're going to do it. You never show us any constructive actions of making it happens. It's been long enough for you to play with it, trying to figure out whether you can really handle it. One-third of Bangkok is now inundated, isn't that enough? Is struggling to protect Bangkok the only way to go? Will it be too late to change your direction? If you really can't stop the water from coming into Bangkok, can't just let it be? The longer you take to resolve this problem, the longer the people has to suffer and more problems will arise. Poorer people outside Bangkok just can't bear any longer.
I'm fed up. Totally fed up.

A reminder to myself

2011-10-29T16:42:00.003+08:00

I've just passed my 25th birthday.
And I've been working for 1.5 years.
I've been wanting to give myself an evaluation report, thinking back the past, what I've done well and what I've done not so well.
After yesterday's incident, it was like giving me a strong affirmation that I'm not in the correct direction.
Have been thinking so much during the flight, trying to persuade myself not to struggle anymore.
People will not be succeeding in doing something he's not good at.
Follow what heart says is something I'm learning.
I need advice.
Starting from scratch just needs so much so much courage.
Diversity is the spice of life. I know I need to make some effort to work towards that direction.
Stop plain talking and thinking. Act on it. Planning starts from today.
Make sure you do it.

TIRING

2011-02-23T23:14:00.001+08:00

New record set : Latest? No no, should be the EARLIEST OT so far.
2am!!!
TIRING

2011-01-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

It's always easier said than done.
It's been hundreds and thousands times that I've told myself to stop doing that, but yet, I keep failing it.
Of having such a weak will, this dampens me.
Whenever I feel weak, I run;
Whenever I feel stressed, I run;
Whenever I feel lost, I run;
Whenever I feel frustrated, I run;
Whenever I feel that I can't stop my brain from thinking, I run.
Running makes me feel stronger, both physically and mentally.
Though it's not a long-lasting kind of feeling, but at least, after I finish running, I feel that way.

2011-01-13T20:56:00.008+08:00

So much of random thoughts.
It comes and goes.
Here and there,it's basically everywhere.
I'm not good at articulating my thoughts,
most probably because I always find it hard to get my mind well organized.

There are a lots of things that I'm thinking of now.
Pen all them down is hard for me.
So, I gave up.
Troubled mind of mine, all because of,
I'm lost.

希望爸爸不要在这个时候打过来，
因为，我一定会忍不住的。

"When you focus on possibilities, you will have more opportunities. "

2011-01-12T21:20:00.005+08:00

我
不喜欢抢风头
不喜欢抢功劳
就算抢到回来了
我会内疚
会觉得不舒服

我宁愿
自己委屈一点点
也不想去抢

不去抢
往往都会吃亏

这样好吗？
我不知道

你不说，人家就不懂是你做的
可是，说出来，不是我的性格
我努力，是不想给人看到的
因为，我觉得，那不是一件很值得骄傲的一件事

我比别人努力，是因为，我没那么聪明
虽然我努力了，表现也不会比他们好
可是，最低限度，我努力过了
要怪的，只能怪我自己，不够努力吧

心里，好难受
:(

"The size of your offering does not matter to God. It is the attitude with which the offering is made that matters. "

Adios Sickening Land

2010-12-16T22:31:00.006+08:00

Lotsa people think that it's too tiring to go back home once a month
Lotsa people have asked me: Wouldn't you feel tired to go to work after the long travel on bus?
O well, I'm glad that I can sleep fairly well on bus.
(I would say that it's fairly hard for me to not sleep on bus)
I'm glad that my job starts slightly later than normal working hour.
(As long as I reach office by 10)
I'm glad that I stay quite near to office.
(It only takes me 25 minutes to reach office though I would need to take bus>>walk>>take train>>walk to office)
And thus, explaining why I enjoy going back home so often despite the 7 hour bus ride.
Bus ticket isn't cheap to go back so often, and hence now,I signed up as the member of the bus company so that I can have RM5 off of every single trip.
Not much though, but after doing the math, I'm still better off.Haha.

Tommorow is FRIDAY!
Working people loves Friday!
And it's time for my monthly home trip again!

Bye bye Singapore!
How I wish I would never come back again!
Haaa Dream on!

I know I'm long-winded.
But again!
Happie burfday!
:P

差一点点

2010-12-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

早上睡醒
看了下电话
9:17?!
SHIT 了一下
用了7分钟的时间
刷牙，洗脸，换衣
就冲下去搭巴士了
还好没迟到
吓死！

晚上放工
下了巴士
过一个小路口时
差一点
差一点点
就被那小德士
撞到了
还好没撞到
又被吓多一次！

Phew...

2010-12-13T23:30:00.006+08:00

林俊傑 - 她說

一直重复的在听
听着听着
就会不自觉地发呆
不自觉地想起
好emo好emo
很想念hall
尤其是hall 13 的 single room

再给自己18天的时间去任性
再给自己18天的时间去收拾
倒数踏进2011那一刻，
我要勇敢的说：再见。

旧的东西，旧的回忆
我会找个好好的位子，
把你收起来。

2010-12-08T22:37:00.005+08:00

常希望自己是一个很会说故事的人
常希望自己是一个很会写生活的人
时常都在想，自己到底会什么？
我到底会什么？
真的很不了解我自己。
好没有方向。
世界上最失败的人，就是不了解自己的人吧。。
懊恼。。好失败噢。。

今早，从梦中醒来，
开心，是因为是个美梦，
伤心，是因为它只是一个梦
想梦见，却又不想失落，
难道就永远不要醒吗？
（Touch Wood!我还不想死！)
懊恼。。好矛盾噢。。

圣诞节要到了，圣诞快乐吧！
想要什么礼物呢？
我不贪心，一个拥抱就好。

The After Effects

2010-12-06T22:24:00.004+08:00

Yay! Finisher of 42.195km! I'm one of it!

Despite the happiness, I'm suffering the after effects.
Muscle ache, blisters and terribly sun burn.
I wasn't that kind who can get sun burn so easily, even if I were to stay under the sun
for 6 hours consecutively.
Obviously, I can't deny the fact that skin gets more sensitive as we grow older.
Aiks. PAIN! :S

A Meaningful Day

2010-12-05T21:29:00.005+08:00

Today, 05-12-2010, I completed my first ever marathon, 42.195km Standard Chartered Marathon 2010!
I think it's something worth jotting down as I bet I won't be joining another full marathon until I feel that I'm really well prepared for it.
The 2nd time wouldn't be just to complete, but within a targeted time.
I thought I won't be able to finish, as I didn't really train myself for such a long run.
All the while, I doubt myself to finish even a 21k.
And now, I'm confident enough to say that 21k? PAS PROBLEMME!
Every thing lies at the 2nd half, when you start to feel the stiffness of the muscle.
I can still run, but not as fast as the previous half.
30k, knee and ankle started to feel pain, and that's when I felt difficult even to walk.
Now when I think back, I'm still amazed that I can survive the last 10k with the pain.
Seriously, I'm really glad that I've made it, with a lousy timing though.haha!
Blisters, muscle pain, knee pain, ankle pain, should I take mc tomorrow?
But I find it difficult even to walk to clinic :C

*Pain is temporary, but pride is permanent*
GOOD JOB!!
:D

2010-11-24T23:35:00.004+08:00

"Time and time again success has its roots in failure, because failure knocks you down from top of the hill so you can then climb a mountain. Yes it's unsettling, yes it's scary. But this can be your greatest opportunity in life, - if you choose it. The recession has cleared the space of clutter, - think what have you always wanted to do but brushed aside from the top of your hill? Now is the time..."

天秤，是这样的吗？

2010-10-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

天秤座

“窗外放晴了，屋内仍继续下雨。

我微笑，并不等于我快乐。

我撑伞，并非只是为了避雨。

你永远都不懂我在想什么。

我想拥抱每个人，但我得先温暖我自己，请容忍我。

因为我已在练习容忍你。”

每天都在不厌其烦的维持着自己优雅的风度吗？面对讨厌的人，你天天练习微笑；面对讨厌的事情，你从来都是当仁不让的接受。

An answer to a question

2010-10-12T00:47:00.001+08:00

For me, it doesn't.....

2010-10-08T23:38:00.004+08:00

“If you hoard love, it melts away. If you lock love, it breaks free. If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion. When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you. When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure.“

2010-10-04T23:09:00.005+08:00

“When you love conditionally, you have to keep deciding if the other is worthy of your love.
You can never let go of your guard enough to be content.
Why not decide once and for all, and love once and for all.
And be content.“

孫燕姿 - 相信

突然覺得　我只是一個人　
有點孤單　淺淺的憂鬱
我不知道明天　會不會　很美麗
雖然今天天很藍　而雲很白　風很涼

今天日記　空白　沒有關係　
不必每件事情　都在意
不想工作　不想困擾自己　不必刻意想你

該是我的總會來　就算挑戰　我不走開

一點點你的微笑　已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持　正好讓我　學會去愛
我曾經看見困難　變得膽小　不夠勇敢

但還是要相信　相信感覺　相信簡單

有一天　等我懂得事實　也許更灰心
至少現在讓我去相信　哦

一點點你的微笑　已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持　正好讓我　學會去愛
我曾經看見困難　變得膽小　不夠勇敢

但還是要相信　相信感覺　相信簡單
(我還是會相信　相信感覺　相信簡單)

Everything is about learning

2010-09-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

Counting blessings
Count what you have, not what you don’t. Think about how lucky you are to have what you have, to have the people in your life who care about you, to be alive at all.
Be Okay with Imperfection
No one is perfect.
Focus on the journey
Life is not a competition. It’s a journey.That journey has nothing to do with how well other people are doing, or what they have. It has everything to do with what we want to do, and where we want to go. That’s all you need to worry about.
Learn to love enough
Learn to realize that what you have is already enough. If you have shelter over your head, food on the table, clothes on your back, and people who love you, you are blessed. You have enough.

Yes.I'm upset.It's not my fault that I'm that slow in picking up something.I am always trying hard to learn, to think and to understand. I just need more time.
Read the words above and cheer up.
:C

把面具戴上，别拿下

2010-09-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

有些事情你不去做
是因为你不想再一次的失望
有人跟我说
想做就去做，何必想那么多
我们不是小孩
有很多事情
做了，是要承受后果的

好不容易的，把那冲动给压抑住了。

很多时候，跟自己说：无所谓，无所谓。。
不停不停的重复着。。
无所谓。。是多么潇洒的三个字...
可是。。真的能无所谓吗？
自欺欺人。

一直在想，
以前的我，到底是怎样的？
现在的我，又是怎样的？
一直以来，我以为自己是坚强的。
可是，真的是那么一回事吗？
现在，我怎么觉得自己是那么的....弱？

好不想，好不想，待在这里...

在心里，静静的，悄悄的，问星星:
你懂吗？我一直都只是在装。

2010-09-03T21:41:00.001+08:00

跟自己讲
不要想
不要期待什么

2010-09-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

以前的我
不懂欣赏陳綺貞的歌
现在的我
慢慢地爱上她的歌了

Nightmares

2010-08-25T00:37:00.004+08:00

Having woke up from not just one, but a row of nightmares was really bad.
I watched e live telecast of the Philippine hostage drama yesterday night,
and what?
I dreamt of me and friends in a terrible shootout which ended in bloodshed!
Yes, I hate that I can remember what I have dreamed of.
Not just that, I dreamt of myself missed out the bus going back to Ipoh this Friday night!
And I even dreamt of myself plucked out one of my tooth.
What's more to come?
:S

我

2010-08-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

现在我懂我可以是
这么的执著
这么的任性

輝いてた記憶から消えてくのに　微笑みばかりが浮かぶ
あの風が眠ってる　柳の下で　遥かな想いが滲む時
-STAY-コブクロ

2010-08-22T01:47:00.005+08:00

I always don't feel like sleeping on Saturday night.
If I sleep, it means that my Saturday has ended.
Weekends are always precious for working people.
Especially for those who OT lots.
It's been so tiring lately.
Fell sick.Fever.and coughing nonstop.
How can I stop coughing?
I will rather to have flu than coughing.
><

my shoulder is so so so so tensed up.
I need a massage!!!!!!!!

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

-突然好想你-五月天

How I Wish.

2010-07-31T01:49:00.003+08:00

How I wish I am an anesthesiologist now.
giving my own heart a shot.
granting myself a lifelong immunity to this kind of feeling.
give me strength
so that
I can
stand
alone.

Y'all made my day

2010-07-29T00:35:00.004+08:00

Yea.I'm officially graduated on 26th July 2010.
Convocation is actually a boring ceremony I would say.
Staying in there for 2.5 hours just for the few seconds of glory on stage.
It was suffering at first when the Chancellor was giving his long-winded speech.
I, who was sitting at the very first row, has fallen asleep when the Chancellor was happily singing lullaby on the stage O.o

I knew that my dad and mum are very happy to see their daughter with the 四方帽 and the convocation gown.
And I'm glad that I'm able to make them happy too.

In my previous post, I said that I have a wish to be granted.
and yea, it really did.
Thanks.
C:

A Wish To The Hidden Star

2010-07-25T02:09:00.002+08:00

I have a wish.
A wish for my the coming Monday.
Can someone grant me a wish?
:C

怎么了

2010-06-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

胡羡祺
你好没用

找到家了

2010-06-13T00:57:00.002+08:00

终于找到屋子了
哈哈
在RedHill
谢谢Ariel这么努力的找
才找到这么美的家
家私全都是新的
11 楼，又是最旁边的屋子
又超靠近我的公司
然后又within budget
哈哈
开心开心
:D

恼骚

2010-06-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

要做一份不适合自己
而自己也不喜欢的工作
真的很不开心
现在的我
也不懂要怎么办
咬紧牙关
撑下去吧
*pats wooseinchyi*

谢谢

2010-06-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

屋顶的天空是我们的
放学后夕阳也都会是我们的
不会再....更多了
唱一首属于我们的歌
让我们的伤都慢慢慢的愈合
明天我又会是全新的 OH~HO
青春是手牵手坐上了
都不回头的火车
总有一天我们都老了
不会遗憾就OK 了
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一片天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
自己和自己打一架了
想都想不通反正就是这样了
不会再流泪更多了
有多少错误重蹈覆辙
有多少苦痛还不是都过来了
想起来甚至还会笑呢 OH~HO
青春是人生的实验课
错也错得很值得
就算某天唱起这首歌
眼眶会有一点湿了

谢谢朋友们
谢谢你们的抱抱
谢谢你们的陪伴
谢谢你们的耐心
去容忍我这个
欠揍又惹人厌
的烦人
C:

2010-06-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

鸡蛋糕

这真的很令人讨厌

自找的

Quote of the day

2010-05-20T11:34:00.000+08:00

"No matter how much you receive, if you expected even more, you will be disappointed. No matter how little you receive, if you expected even less, you will be happy."

2010-05-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

在hall 7 的第一晚
其实也没想象中那么差
还挺凉的
WL正睡到像猪似的
看着电脑
我。。还不想睡
很想喝酒
最近爱上喝酒了
虽然不是很能喝
可是还是喜欢喝
每次出去都很想喝
可是自从上个礼拜的教训后
就不敢在要一个人回家时喝酒了

现在的我
正重复的听着陈小春的取消资格
旧歌永远都是最有感觉的

老友看见我　也会惊讶
平日杯酒不沾　今晚总喝不厌
浅灰色烟圈　浸没了我的脸
宁愿听旧笑话　安慰可免则免
我说我爱你　够份量了吗
我努力试探你　接受我的真心可以吗
我太过爱你　你会被我吓怕　不是吗
怎么你眼里只得他
我也不知道
多么想知道
如今这算甚么　你是否非他不嫁
当选了是他　我认输　都不可怕
最怕其实被取消资格
还不知道　拼命挣扎
如今这算甚么　我是否这么讨厌
只知道付出　以后都不知怎算
最怕其实是输得很远
还不知道　惹人生厌

Last Night At My Own Emo Room?

2010-05-14T01:12:00.004+08:00

This might be the last night that I'll be at hall 13-62-5-1241
a room full of my own secrets
can't believe that I'm graduating
can't believe that my uni life is over soon
everything is still sooo fresh in mind
like it was just happened yesterday
yes,i like to reminisce
looking at old pics is one of my favourite thing to do
life is made up of memories
be it happy or painful memories
I cherish them

bye bye lar my 4 years fridge
bye bye lar my Hall 13-62-1241
bye bye lar my NTU
bye bye lar my Business Library

1 month from now, I'll be stepping into another stage of my kehidupan
but before that, I'm glad that I'll be meeting my dear MAYDAY first XD

time to doze off
but before that
I wanna pat and praise myself
*patsssss wooseinchyi* : YOU ARE DOING FINE. KEEP IT UP! HEEEEEEEE :D

眼镜快回来

2010-05-11T21:05:00.004+08:00

眼镜在跟我玩捉谜藏
我找了它两晚！！
都不懂是不是昨天收拾东西时
不小心把它也收进盒子了
厕所找了
连外面的垃圾桶也翻了
还是找不到
一个近视 600 多度 (每只眼睛) 的人没了眼镜
可以说是有点半盲了
戴了14年眼镜
第一次不见眼镜

扁嘴
:C

幸运

2010-05-08T00:19:00.003+08:00

今天
算了一算
有6件幸运的事情值得记下来
1。MaMaison 算少了我的 MaMaisonSpaghetti == 吃了免费一餐 :D
2。虽然在clementi 晕了一下，最后还是可以平平安安滚回房 C:
3,4,5,6 :: 秘密 :P

知足就好

孤伶伶

2010-05-07T09:43:00.004+08:00

看着妈妈的巴士走了
超没用的我
又开始emo了
忍不住
我又喊包了
:C

Joke of the day

2010-04-29T01:14:00.001+08:00

A joke happened after my final paper in NTU:

A girl went to Can A for dinner and ordered chicken chop.

Westernpeople : 要饭还是薯条？
Gal: 番薯。

............

@.@ cold~~

五月天-知足

2010-04-26T11:46:00.002+08:00

怎麼去拥有一道彩虹
怎麼去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑著哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘那样的唱著那一年的歌
那样的回忆那麼足够足够我天天都品嚐著寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑著哭最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

谢谢
五月天
C:

米修米修

2010-04-26T01:47:00.001+08:00

2010-04-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

2010-04-24T22:11:00.006+08:00

恰似一瞬間

許多東西都改變了

爲什麽可以說變就變?

又是我的错吗？

我不明白

斷了線的風筝

要如何才能追回?

不再互相揶揄

不再互相傾訴

少了對話，就等於消失在時間。

永恒不變的友誼

真的存在嗎?

備受質疑

然而

曾有過的對白

我會好好收藏

謝謝

你大概不知道自己也能有這樣的能力

讓一個人開心。

2010-04-19T10:12:00.002+08:00

I'm officially
Missing You

Song For...

2010-04-18T08:45:00.002+08:00

If there is meaning in us having met
I tell myself "I'll only hurt this much for right now"

The damage to my heart tells me just how much you love me
Even if I grow afraid of loving, it's alright if it's with you right?

Feelings that I can't suppress can't go anywhere
I can't return to them, just like a clock
Now, they're for you
I'm facing only you, and I'm in love

The days that I can't see you continue on...and the sleepless nights continue on
There are many difficult things about the love between you and I

How often do we think of each other? We're by no means connected
But I'll wait until that day
Until you grow up

Even though there are a lot of these kind of people throughout the world
Meeting you, falling in love, even though I got used to these same feelings
I can't be with you, but I want to
I want to be with you right now, I just want to be with you right now

Even though I want to go to where you are, I can't
I'm going to pass even more through this sadness
I've got to be strong
I've got to be strong

No matter how much I say I love you, I don't know what's ahead
My unease won't disappear up ahead
I want to be with you, I want to be with you
I want to be with you right now; with you, I'll hold you tight

Even though there are a lot of these kind of people throughout the world
Meeting you, falling in love, even though I got used to these same feelings
I can't be with you, but I want to
I want to be with you right now, I just want to be with you right now

I just want to be with you
I want to be with you right now

Level 3　のオラルテスト

2010-04-16T01:56:00.005+08:00

しすれします。先生　今日は。
ここに　座ってもいいですか。
「はい　どうぞう」
「始めましょう.。お名前は　教えてください。」
私わ　SeinChyi です。せんこは数理科学で　４年生　です。
「４年生ですか。今年　勉強が　終りますか。」
いいえ、来月　終ります。
「じゃ、勉強が　終ってから、どこで　勤めたいですか。」
シンガポールの会社で　勤めたいです。　（can't remember some part here :S）
「SeinChyiさｎのご家族は　何人　いますか。」
私の家族は　５人　います。両親と弟が　２人とわたしです。
「弟さｎは　おいくつですか。」
２２歳　と　１８歳　です。
「１８歳の弟さｎは　どこで　勉強して　いますか」
マレーシアの中学で　勉強して　います。今年　勉強が　終ります。
「じゃ　弟さんは　勉強が　終ってから、なにを　したいですか。」
マレーシアの大学で　勉強したいです。お金が　ありませｎから。
「そですか、マレーシアの大学わ　いいですよ。」はい。　（:S)
「趣味は　何ですか。」
私の趣味は　色々なｽﾎﾟｰﾂを　することです。ｼﾞｮｷﾞﾝｸﾞやﾊﾞﾄﾐﾝﾄﾝや水泳などが　よくします。
「どのｽﾎﾟｰﾂが　一番　好きですか」
ｽﾎﾟｰﾂで　ｼﾞｮｳｷﾞﾝｸﾞが　一番　大好きです。
「どこで　ｼﾞｮｳｷﾞﾝｸﾞを　しますか。」
NTUのSRCで　します。
「どのぐらい　ｼﾞｮｳｷﾞﾝｸﾞを　しますか。」
３０分　ぐらい　します。
「じゃ、seinchyi　さｎは　ｓｒｃで　ｼﾞｮｷﾞﾝｸﾞお　して、何を　持って　行かなければなりませんか。」
沢山水とMP3を　持って　行かなければなりません。
「ｍｐ３で　どんな音楽を　聴きますか。」
私は　色々な音楽を　聴きます。ｸﾗｼｯｸやJ ﾎﾟｯﾌﾟや中国の音楽などが　聴きます。私の　MP3 のなかに　三百ぐらい　音楽が　ありますから。
「ｍｐ３は　大きギガバイドですか。」
はい、８ギガバイドです。
「ああ、そうですか。じゃ、オラルテストが　おわります。」　
ありがとう　ございます　先生。

Aiks. My sensei too freestyle liao.
Most of the things being asked was not the questions prepared earlier on.
Sound easy.But everything gets different when you are nervous.
:S Why didn't you ask me 休み?
Work hard for the final ba.

　

2010-04-12T18:37:00.003+08:00

酸
酸惨了
吃柠檬还没这来的酸

Pretty Lil Things

2010-04-12T00:15:00.004+08:00

deep conversation late at night
simple caring words from friends
having someone light up
bueno while having 2 big ulsers
beardpapa's freshly-made with buttery-vanilla-filled cream puff
sharing donuts with great friends

It's always the little things in life that make us happy.
Life's simple joy is something that I appreciate very much.

C:

2010-04-08T00:26:00.002+08:00

Will I ever be able to find a homelike place here?

HomeSweetHome

2010-04-06T00:19:00.008+08:00

Went back home for the past weekends
Celebrated Dad's Birthday
Went for 扫墓
Have had gathering with relatives from Mum's side and Dad's side
I was so happyHapPyHAPPY nehhhhh :D
and Now I'm back to Singapore this sickening place
aiks.BACK TO REALITY just make me so emo ><

I'm learning how to make peerpressure a goodfriend of mine.

A video of my cutelilcouz C:

DurianEmpire の晩

2010-04-01T01:19:00.005+08:00

明天我将逃离现实
躲到爱丽丝仙境去

虽然今天的interview表现得蛮糟糕的
可是能回家的喜悦远远超过那 cui-ness
心致勃勃的去买了Durian Empire 的 Durian Puffs
最近超emo 的 ah Ho 很给面子的，毫不客气的2 口吃了2 个puffs
可是也有人不会欣赏Dorian 的美 :C

今晚超不想睡的
可是力不从心 neh
要一只ぶた不睡觉
１００年　まってくださいね
C:

C'est La Vie

2010-03-30T10:50:00.005+08:00

Things change People change
It happens so quickly and unexpectedly without I ever realizing it
I understand life is about changes
and that's the reason that I feel so insecure with everything in life
Relationship between people is something which I always have a doubt on

However I knew that there is always a place which will never change
and I can't wait for this weekend to come
as I can be back to a place which I feel most secure to be at

I...crave for hugs now......

Relationships of all kinds are like holding sand in your hand
Hold it loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is
The tighter you grasp it, the faster it trickles through your fingers

Hold your relationship loosely
with respect and freedom for the other person
it is likely to remain intact
But hold it too tightly, too possessively
then it will likely slips away.

胆小鬼

2010-03-23T10:24:00.002+08:00

我没胆
连写都不敢写出来
恨自己
骂自己

到最后
还是不敢

><

= 3=

2010-03-15T13:35:00.002+08:00

在面子书上看到的：
其实我很想你

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光
我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么
我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们
我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好
我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊
我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白
我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音
我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话
我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安
我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着
我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人

我很想你

霎時感動-生气

2010-03-03T00:09:00.005+08:00

在日常生活里，实在牵挂得太多了
太在意得失了
所以我们的情绪时常会起伏不定
容易不开心
试着把心情放开一点烦恼的情绪自然慢慢的消失

每当你正要和家人或朋友争吵时
请记住
你们的相遇并非为了生气
C:

With respond to YC and TS's post

2010-02-26T00:20:00.007+08:00

Ah HO:
*pats and hugs*
Thou I'm always sarcastic when talking to you, but I do care for you.
We won't be knowing that you are in pain if you never speak out, and it's not wrong to be selfish, which I believe everybody does.
We will be always there for you, anytime you need us to be there.
Let's find one day, we go to our favourite Marche and eat all emos away C:

YiChin:
*hugssssssssssss*
You worried me!!
I know you want it very very much!!
But everything in life is destined!! Dun be sad!
Maybe miracle might happen?
Sunday let you ramble again if you are still emo kay?
XOXO

I'm losing it

2010-01-31T23:50:00.004+08:00

I'm lacking motivation!
How should I get myself motivated?
I know there are things that I'm supposed to do
but I'm just losing my motivation
I know I'm just getting too free
and I'm not happy with this
I'm losing direction
save me
:(

痛い

2010-01-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

牙龈不好，洗牙真的是超痛的
上星期洗了下排
痛到我洗完后，超虚脱的
医生说：上排会更痛，你要的话，我可以帮你打麻醉药。
洗牙打麻醉针，还是第一次听吧。
一阵的痛，总好过30分钟忍痛忍到差一点脚抽筋的痛吧。
好吧。打吧。

医生在我上排牙肉插了六次，
再在我上排牙齿内侧插了一次。
上排牙齿内侧那一支，
还真的不是盖的。
长这么大了，还是第一次痛到哭。
好了。大概30 分钟，洗好了。
可是，麻醉药还没过。
上排嘴唇完全没知觉，完全不受控制。
合不了口，要怎么漱口呢？
饶了我吧。
不管了。
回到房，睡个觉，等麻醉药效过了再算吧。
一整天没吃东西，也毫无知觉了。

还好晚上有外蓝帮我打包，
不然就真的要来个饥饿24了。哈哈。

洗牙，比走吊桥还恐怖。
:'(

2010-01-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

聽見星星嘆息　用寂寞的語氣
告訴不眠的雲
是否放棄日夜追尋風的動靜

心事不停累積　變成臉頰的淚滴
你始終沒留意　我特別在乎你
你卻像風一樣　左顧右盼而行

全世界只有你　不懂我愛你
我給的不只是　好朋友而已
每個欲言又止　淺淺笑容裡
難道你沒發現　我渴望訊息
我應該如何讓你　知道我愛你
連星星都知道　我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一場雨
是我暗示　你我有多麼委屈

是我暗示　你我有多麼委屈
你還不懂　雨永遠不會停

Mixed Feelings

2009-12-10T16:08:00.002+08:00

I'm going home soon.
for one month.
I should be feeling happy and excited.
but..why?

The Marathon Man

2009-12-07T12:25:00.006+08:00

"Human beings naturally continue doing things they like,
and they don't continue what's they don't like.
Admittedly, something close to will does play a small part in that.
But no matter how strong a will a person has, no matter how much he may hate to lose,
if it's an activity he doesn't really care for, he won't keep it up for long."

~Haruki Murakami~

Smile! It's Over!

2009-12-07T01:29:00.006+08:00

rewind the tape a bit

2 months ago
there was a period of time that i encountered the thoughts of giving up
the evils of quitting just came to my mind
chicken out without trying at least once is just ,so not me
have been struggling struggling and struggling

finally one night
i've had a mild emotionally breakdown
when i recall about it now
it just seems so silly to have a hard time struggle over this which seem-to-be-not-really-a-tough-decision
i'm not sure whether i've freaked somebody out for being so mood swing that night
but i'm really really feeling so thankful that i have friends who are always so supportive

i'm glad that i didn't decide to be a quitter
and i'm glad that i've made through it
=)

“Our feelings are not under our control, so we cannot feel grateful by simply commanding it. Besides, it is not wise to wait for a time of grief or crisis before one starts the process of practicing gratitude. In daily life we must see that it is not happiness that makes us grateful, but gratefulness that makes us happy.”
Brother David Steindl-Rast

Thanksgiving Day

2009-11-26T01:27:00.006+08:00

Happy Thanksgiving!

♥♥♥♥♥♥Family♥♥♥♥♥♥
I'm always grateful and blessed to have such a wonderful family
I wouldn't trade them for the world
and I'm thankful
truly thankful to have the cutest family in the world

XOXO Friends XOXO
Thanks for being part of my life
I'm grateful for friends who are always there no matter how long time goes by
Thanks for making me laugh when I feel like tearing
Thanks for all the laughters and companions and support and every single little thing that you all have done for me

I believe people always come into our life for a reason
Thanks for being my friends
So I just wanna say Thanks
Thanks for everthing
=)

&
Happy Birthday to Babi Nakal!
huggsssssssssssssssssss
XD

Simple Little Me

2009-10-08T09:06:00.003+08:00

I won a movie tix yesterday!
For as long as I can recall, this is the first lucky draw prize that I got in my life..i think =P
Simple little things are enough to make me happy.
but sometimes some simple little things are enough to make me emo too.
yea.that's just Simple Litte Me.
=)

P/S:
to YC: the cadbury kuih lapis is nice! =)
ahahahahaha.

2009-10-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

today was a demoralized one
things seems to go wrong
sudden threw up at mrt station just made me feel even worse

doze off***

2009-09-30T01:22:00.003+08:00

flooded with dissapointment
but i seldom force
stubborn sometimes i can be
or maybe i'm just acting wayward
how irritable i can be
i know it

fake a smile
it's something that i always couldn't be able to learn
quite often that i keep things to myself
sometimes i noe i should speak it out
but a part of me just stop me from doing so

· · · — — — · · ·

2009-09-23T01:55:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling angry.
angry at myself.
and i need to vent it out.
*hit the pillow*

=what doesn't kill me,make me stronger=

and yea. today is ah ho's big day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
wish you get a girlfriend very very soon!
ahahaha =P

capricious me

2009-08-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Im gonna make it 4 years.
took quite a long time to make this decision.
Lots people asked me with this sudden change of mind.
hmm..
As what Yi Chin said
Im just following what my heart says.
maybe some of you might think that it's a waste of money and time.
Im not that kind of person who can know exactly what I want in the future.
playful me >.<

Should I..

2009-08-14T20:29:00.001+08:00

Should I graduate in 3.5 years?
struggling..
I need some advice......

Self-Quarantine Day 4

2009-08-14T10:04:00.002+08:00

Whee hooray!
No more fever!
YiChin & Ian, SheWeay & Raymond, Ariel & KarKei took turns to visit me.
Just like visiting patient in hospital. Sweat =.=|||
But I felt happy and heartwarming.
Grateful that I have a bunch of lovely and caring friends
Therefore,I'll just need to stay at room for the next 24 hours after my fever is gone.
Means what?
Means that tomorrow I'm freee!!
Freee like a bird~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
=)

Self-Quarantine Day 3

2009-08-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday I was in a rather melancholy mood.
Have had high fever again in the morning.
Was blackout for a while.
Shivered in cold and wrapped myself with blanket on the bed.
Feeling rather helpless at that moment.
Being sick alone in the room was really getting me into a super homesick mood.
Have forced myself to swallow down the medicines which make my mouth tastes bitter all the time and thrown myself into the bed to sleep away the emoness

When I woke up, I was relieved that the body temperature went down.
However, fever returned in the evening.
I hate this.
I would never wish to go back to medical centre again as I'm worried that they'll ask me to quarantine for another 7 days.
I would never want to!
Sitting in front of the laptop, I burst into tears for being helpless and for being homesick.

Thanks my friend to have cheered up my mood.
My brother has fallen sick at home too.
Pray hard that both of us recover very soon and emo people no more emo.

*keep fingers crossed*

2009-08-12T18:06:00.001+08:00

心情很差很差
T.T

Self-Quarantine Day 2

2009-08-12T09:31:00.006+08:00

the foc was ended 2 days ago..
I was kinda happy that I've decided to join it at last..
Thanks to somebody who has urged me to join the senior camp!
Though I have just joined the last two days..
It's grateful that I was still able to mix with those freshies =)

The day after FOC ended
I thought that I would have a good rest
who knows..I was down with high fever+ flu+sorethroat
I just hate the burning feeling when you are caught with fever
as normal people does..i took PANADOLS!

and who knows...when I woke up from my few hours of nap..
I realised that my right eye was puffed up and swollen!
Yi Chin came to my room and shocked to see my eye =P
she said it might be that I'm allergic to the Panadol...but I never have this kind of problem when I took panadol when I was young!
It seems that the panadols didn't work as I have had even higher fever at night....

I can still see my double eyelid.

ooo..no more double eyelid edi =(

bo bian...die die have to see doctor the day after....
and guess what...doctor said I have high prosibility that I'm infected with the most common flu virus now..which is....................H1N1 desu..........................................................................................
she asked me not to worry that I would just need to rest more and take plenty plenty of water..
but I can see from her face that she was quite worried that I would spread the virus to her neh =P
so end up...she wrote me a one-week-mc..means I gotta self quarantine myself for this whole week =(
I couldn't attend lectures...
I couldn't work....
Ming Ming couldn't squat at my room.....
Everyday gotta ask somebody to da bao food for me.....
I'm gonna lock myself in room this whole week and grow mushrooms liao.....

Thanks Yi Chin for da bao porridge for me *hugssss arigato!*
Thanks Teng Seng for deliver kuk fa to me *damn touched seriously*
Thanks Ming Ming for sending me water *my block has no water cooler =.=*
Thanks Wai Lan to da bao dinner for me *not intended to chase you back one, scared i spread virus to you lar..kena scold by ppl saying me cruel =.=*
And Thanks Kwai Han monkey to da bao bread for me!

Just wondering whether is it ok for me to go down and da bao myself since I have no more fever.... somebody please gives me permission to do so coz everytime I really feel damn paiseh to ask people to da bao food for me ler....
it's not fun to being quarantine =(

p/s: people, don't call me for these few days as seriously I have no voice T.T

===========================boring like hell===========================

up&down

2009-07-22T00:55:00.004+08:00

moods of the night

wheeee

*within 1/2 an hour*

hurrrrr

my last hope lies on you now

AhhChiuu

2009-07-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

一个礼拜一次的

伤风

rotted.allthankstodsi.

2009-07-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

oops.
i can see mushrooms everywhere!
this blog is rotting.just as the owner of this blog.
nothing much to update recently.
i have to say that i'm having a super dull life now.

I've got a treat from someone for a cup of KOI CAFE BUBBLE TEA!
whee!
I always get excited when people treat me nice food!
I've accompanied liewshili to Potong Pasir today
to buy her convo gown
hmmm
SPMS convo gown looks nice
I'm looking forward to my convocation
aha
^.^

my last semester in NTU liao
everytime I think about this
i feel upset
I don't feel like graduate so early lerrrrrr

2009-05-14T09:57:00.003+08:00

Our co-supervisor is on leave until the end of this month..
and our supervisor is on leave until next monday....
PuiEe and Me are officially the abandoned-kids now..
can we self-declare our own leave also? =P

3rd day in DSI

2009-05-06T14:14:00.002+08:00

I'm still having my self-learning week on Linux in DSI
time passes by faster compared to the 1st and 2nd day
=)
I get to stay in Hall16C-4-3
which is exactly the same block and same level with PuiEe!
haha!
PuiEe~~you'll get to see me really lots this holidays!!!!!
erhem..PE don't stalk me ar!
^.^

2nd Day in DSI

2009-05-05T11:32:00.004+08:00

guess what. i'm at my company now.second day of my internship.
supervisor is on leave for the whole week.
so basically I have really nothing to do.
sien like hell.
Me n Pui Ee are darn bored.
BORED BORED BORED!
complaint: our co-supervisor who is an An-Neh-Neh aka Rajesh never bother about us.

20 mins more to lunch....
SOS
(· · · — — — · · ·)

考试？

2009-04-19T02:40:00.005+08:00

考了2张纸!
还有3张纸!
下个星期三
我就脱难了！

所谓："近朱者赤，近墨者黑"
在于一班损友的影响下
我也成为了slacker一族
每天必做：o2mania,spotTheDifference,bejeweledbLitz
昨晚还去蔡先生的房间
看了那套传说中的Coffin
它明明就是鬼片
可是为什么我们可以把它当笑片来看?!?
shuttle 的导演
还以为会几恐怖一下
怎知，失望！

今天早上
我叫醒了3只猫
哈哈
还蛮爽的
明天
我又要叫猫了！
miao miao

2009-03-25T01:04:00.005+08:00

I've never expected it
I've never prepared for it
I'm just feeling so unfair and angry for the reason they've given
and being so upset with me being the unlucky one
Tears roll down
I wondered for a moment if it's all a dream
How I hope it was really a nightmare
that I always used to dream of
At that moment I felt helpless

However
I'm blessed
to have the most loving parents
and the most cheerful bunch of friends
Though I'm still feeling so insecured
with all the uncertainties in life
I feel couraged
Live strong and be tough
I'm gonna fix it out
=)

陈年往事

2009-03-19T01:48:00.005+08:00

都什么时候了？！
一丁点睡意都没有
又失眠了
望着电脑发呆
听着侧田的歌
看着旧照片
又开始感伤了

想太多
一直都是我的坏习惯
常想一些有的没的
搞得自己睡不着
该死

想家人
想朋友
想以前
想现在
想以后
什么都想

没有什么人知道
新年我遇车祸吧
也没跟什么人讲

车祸过后
想了好多好多
当弟弟说头很晕
一直要呕
在车里面
出不到来时
真的吓得我要哭出来了
真的很庆幸家人都没事

珍惜
我一直都在学
车祸之后
我更懂得珍惜现在说拥有的
=）

我的WIRA仔

臭鸡蛋的SAGA仔
臭鸡蛋
害我没有得去泰国!

阿豆的生日快到了！
希望这次我的乖女吓老豆计划会成功!
阿母! 不要再说漏口了!!!!
^.^

P/S: 我现在很饿~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bye-bye-Mariah-Carey

2009-03-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

actually
i'm quite worried
>.<

AnNehNeh Day

2009-03-02T00:34:00.007+08:00

slacker slacker slacker!
im calling myself!
and calling you guys!
intial plan was just goin sheng siong
but look at how it has ended up?!
只怪我自己唔生性
唔生性嘅三条友!

*doze off*
=.=

Do..Nuts！

2009-02-27T01:56:00.006+08:00

Donuts
The Circle of Friends
is all about
♥ SHARING♥

Guessing Game

2009-02-18T17:56:00.004+08:00

with response to the chronicle's front page headline
feel like sharing one picture
which my friend sent me last year.
guesswhatarethey doin?
guesswhere wasthis pic taken?
guesswhatare their nationality?
if yar get all correct
a cup of coffee from me!
p/s: not for those who've already knew e answers.
blerh =P

mon Cœur

2009-02-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

I'm living without ♥ these few days
sheweay took my heart away on vday eve
and I finally picked it back from my letter box yesterday
=)
thanks for the ♥ yar
*\sound so wrong haha/*

F-Day

2009-02-15T10:14:00.004+08:00

vDay = sportsDay?!
haha
almost spent the whole day with ms WaiLan
played basketball match
supported Malaysia swimming team
spotted a handsome+power Indon badminton player
watched Union vs China basketball match
excited nehhhh!!
it is just so enjoying to play sport!!
& I went wanchia's room and chatted the night away
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Valentine's day is just another Friendship's day
^^
______________________________________________________________

八卦
http://www.fatemaster.tw/

胡羡祺的內在想法

女生

*個性倔強，且自我意識非常強烈
*自信心強、個性不服輸，是個獨立自主的女孩子
*以自我為中心，不容易採信別人的想法或建議
*想法前衛有新意，喜歡追隨流行
*疑心病比較重，嫁人後喜歡碎碎唸

胡羡祺的外在行為

女生

*外表溫柔內心倔強的人，內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈，常常會不安
*事情會自己全部攬起來做，比較勞碌命
*有時太愛計較，讓自己很累
*個性比較保守，做事相對也比較安份

胡羡祺的今年桃花運

*桃花運70分，會吸引一些趣味相投的對象
*與喜歡的對象交往過程會很辛苦~波折較多
*對感情的認知還不夠穩定，需要時間去考驗

HangOn

2009-02-12T00:33:00.001+08:00

不自量力的我
就来撑不住了

人

2009-02-10T00:52:00.004+08:00

为什么人长大了
总会变得越来越现实
真的很反感
很多东西
都是过眼云烟
真真假假
我真的分不清楚
有些时候朋友之间
熟和不熟
到底又怎么来定义
当一些东西
是这么脆弱
这么经不起时间的考验
就不值得我们去留恋

没有东西比家人来的更重要
家人不会嫌你烦
无论开心或不开心
家人永远在身边

ah Woos
ah tan
ah ong
ah khong
where are you?
没有人知道其实我很爱哭

Endurance

2009-02-08T20:54:00.003+08:00

hahaha
this morning was my first ever time playing basketball
and it was a match somemore
yes I like basketball
but I only used to be an audience
not a player
glad that I have my first try
not bad
and I make new friends!
she is power
female version of Kobe Bryan
=)
I'm not used to sprint
stamina was faded out super fast during the match
I was upset
=(

cny

2009-02-04T17:04:00.004+08:00

been home 1 week for Chinese New Year
not a good one
put aside those bad and unlucky things happened
i've learned to cherish my family even more
im.........
homesick-ing now
♥dadmumbros♥

一直以为放下了
以为可以若无其事
假的
我不行
我不开心

Happy Bday BHG

2009-01-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Da Tou!
Why is he called BHG?
B=BIG
H=HEAD
G=GOD
so..BHG simply means BIG HEAD GOD!
Easy to understand rite?
^.^

This is what I did!
TAda!
Chinese New Year is coming....
and his bday is just one week before chu yi...
Pui Ee suggested that we give him ang pow..
and it's not nice to give empty ang pow rite?
hahahahahaha

7* USD1000! IT's a lotss eh!!
Da Tou !! You UNTUNG neh!!
USD 7000 for your birthday!!
first time rite?!
we 封 you this 利是
hope you 利利是是
like chean said,
can PACK PECK BACK lar!!!!!!!!
@.<

Useless

2009-01-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

I must admit I was real scared yesterday night
what to scare of?
no idea
USELESS ME

Sickie

2009-01-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

Argh
how to check whether I'm fa-shao-ing?
eyes feel like burning hot
but forehead is still as warm as normal
I'm sick and bedridden
have been sleeping whole day long
the good thing is my stomach will still growl when it is hungry
and I still be able to wake up and look for food
what a PIG am I!
I hate the feeling of being weak
I hate the feeling of being sick
I HATE OF BEING A SICKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Band of brothers

2009-01-10T02:08:00.005+08:00

grrr...it's 2:17 now....
still dun feel like sleeping
prob because of the long nap this evening
@.@
while waiting for my
碧血盐枭 to finish loading
will just update my rotted blog

has been watching this TV series lately
Band of Brothers
a series about WWII
based on real life story of those armies
from US airborne unit known as Easy company
who managed to survive through the war
and stay alive until now
produced by Tom Hanks and Steven Spielberg
It is a great series
I would say
HOWEVER
I only manage to collect up to episode 4
and am still hunting for the remaining episodes
=(

besides that
I have been youtube-ing lots of 小猪's clips
which made me laugh so hard
and stomach hurts so much
小猪
you rockx man!

I PROMISE I WILL START MUGGING FOR MY FM NX WEEK!
I SWEAR I WILL!

happening!

2008-12-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

Got a call from yen this morning

summarized conversation:
"wei wei wanna go leo ku's concert??"
"hahaha when?"
"31st dec at genting ar"
"wah how much is it?!"
"rm170 after discount will be rm136"
"hahaha not bad! go la!"

Here I come
Leo Ku!!!
kakakakakakakaka =D

rm136 which is sgd57 for Leo Ku
haha
excited desu!
but then utility is not as high as last time
when I watched LeoKu+Miriam Yeung+Justin for only rm90 plus
haha

I think I have to stay overnight at hotel lobby again this time
as all rooms at Genting are fully booked!
hahahaha never mind
露宿街头
is actually quite fun
crazy desu!
=)